Thursday, April 9, 2009

grawr


Have you ever had that feeling of lonlyness in the pit of your stumach when you're left at home while all of your friends are out having fun? i'm feelin' that right now. isss nawt good.
it's not like they didn't invite me or anything, actually everyone keeps calling me asking me if i want to hang out and all that.
but the thing is, my mom's sick so i can't get a ride anywhere. 
i feel like a freaking loser right now. :[
i LOVE to be out with my friends; absolutely positively love it. i just love the feeling of being with people and yelling and laughing and having fun. (:
but right now, i'm sitting at home, getting calls and texts from people who are having fun without me and it's making me upset to the maxx.
i suppose i could call one of my friends who lives close to me.. but all my friends that live close to me are no fun when it's just me and them. :/
but i need to get out of this dang house. 
i wanna see a movie.

i'm gunna ask my mum if she can take me somewhere. if that doesn't work i'll call lauren and take a walk with her. 
yes, that's what i need; a walk.

but at least tomorrow i'm going to see the hannah montana movie with lots of people and then have a big sleepover.  :]]]] 
can't freaking wait. our plans better frudsjcking work out or i'mmaa bust a nut. i swear. 

okay, i'm feeling a bit better. 
bye <333333